My FrieNd Note

Woman Age

I can't recall my memory before a school age,I only remember when I was in kindergarten and not much photos to remind me at the time or any event before it.

Kindergarten.
I remember my friends D & Y always holding hand together where ever they go and most of my friend teasing them that they are a couple. And they do not care about it.
I remember I had an american friend that study at our kindergarten for almost a year since there is no american school at that time and I wonder where he is now.
I remember I always at the back of the row with my friend D coz I'm the tallest girl at that time.
At this age what I'm thinking of just fun and make a lot of friends. Every one look just the same to me.

Elementary
Move to catholic school that very discipline and strict. I have my best friend here. We fought over someone we crush...hehehe...we can call it the first crush with a boy name A...he look so cool at the time .... suit....suit....always make me smile when I remember it...hihihi.
Forget to bring my homework....waaaaa disaster, my teacher punished me to run three times all over the school,and all the student look at me from the window....what a ashame day.....second time I forgot to bring my HW, I walked to soccer field to pick it up but too bad my father has left already. Feel so panic and scared,also so frustrated I walked back to school and thank God,my father has deliver my HW to school and give it to my teacher that still confuse where I've been.
I'm a little girl with no fear. Fought a lot with all the boys that disturb me. do not believe that girl have to surrender with the boys. even some of the boys fear me...hehehe...a tomboy little girl.


Second grade I enter my Religion school after my school hour,met my ex-h for the first time with his BMX bicycle. I bet he did not notice me at this stage coz girls stage is faster that boys.
i'm so lazy to do my pray coz a lot of my friends do not pray too so I left my pray cloths intentionally at home and lie to my father. My father get very mad and since that day I never lie again.....for quite long time of course. But still not really good at liar til this moment.
I remember someone insult me for my bicycle...he call it stove bicycle coz it sound so loud when I used it,but I love that bicycle. I don't know where is it now,maybe my parent give it away to one of my relative.

My father word that I always remember at the second grade is "How come you can not beat her and become the first?".... that mean a lot to me and next term I am the first one. Encouragement is really important to your child to be the best...I remember that I will do that to my child.
Met a disgusting teacher,always touch the girls,to bad we do not know the term sexual harassment at that time and sue him.

Third grade I think I move to new house, a bigger house and a new neighbor. My neighbor be my other best friend,I wonder where she is now.She thought me some of Batak language. We make a garden at the forest behind our house. We planted corn, ect. Every play time was an adventure like "The Famous Five" hehehe....we went trough the forest and find the wild chicken and wild fruit,so amazing,went to a small river and caught a fish...so fun,too bad my child can't experience it since we live in the big town with no forest to play and not so secure for her to go play by her self.

Rainy days,our buses did not go to our school coz the mud is so tick. I remember my school shoes full of mud every time I go back from school and my maid get mad coz it's very difficult to clean it hihihihi.....sorry ya Kak,give you a lot of trouble & difficult time :)
Fourth grade, met the teacher that always do violence to student. He always spank us with the ruler,the big one.

Receive so many gift from boys but still do not understand the meaning of love and falling in love. Even someone gave me an expensive watch and off course I did not except it. Just imagine how come a ten years boy have enough money to buy the watch.

I joint the scout,I think this is at my fifth grade....go camping,hiking,met other new boy that just move from other district.

Sixth grade move to new home again,new neighbor,new best friend. We even made the gank "(name of gank edit by red)", we climb a lot of trees and fences ect. tease a new boy in town, peeking the most handsome gardener on tree that we climb but too bad we did not build our tree house. adventure still go on,went to the golf course, to the forest, find a wild fruit and went trough the river ect.
We go camping behind the house,make a camp fire so fun.

At this stage still thinking about fun and a little bit of boys.

Junior High
I have another gank "(name of gank edit by red)" hehehehe coz we have the same merchandise from chiki hihihihi....and all the class envy us. We are kind a famous and smart kids on the class.
I met my favorite teacher. She teach us how to spell London correctly :)
New boy in town become my next crush but he is too play boy that make me doubt to go near him. I think he have the same feeling with me coz he always teasing me on the way back home from school in the school bus.

I joint marching band at the first grade of junior high. First I'm a color guard and became mayorate. I always met this new boy and went to other district to practice together and he almost read my diary...........waaa It's all about him off course. Thank God he did not,coz I begging him to return it to me hihihihi with the puppy look eyes :)

Second rendezvous with my ex-h when his school visit mine,I think he aware of my present,since after that my best friend call him for an hours and using my name.....you little devil :)
Second grade move to new town, new school, new neighbor............scare me to death, I even read English dictionary everyday coz I'm not comfortable with my English. have a study partner but still can't do any better in my English department.

Have a real crush with Senior High student hahaha.....make a big issue at that time hihihihi :) too bad he already have a girl friend :/
Make friend with popular kids in school and become popular too hihihihi.....but still everyone is the same to me :) I can make friend with anybody tough :)
My junior high is the greatest time,my life full of colors,have a real crush with a boy hehehe but still not lucky in love department :)

Third grade of junior high,still have a feeling for that boy,third encounter with my ex-h,since there is no high school in his district.
Exam...exam...exam...have a kindest teacher that I ever met,fought with my friend over pork believe pfuih :/

This stage i realize the consequently of falling in love but still lot of fun.

Senior High

The rebel time hehehe....going abroad for International Jamboree, a rare experience, joint the Flag Troop and met some boys and ex-h.
so sad coz can't see the boy anymore coz he move away for entertainment issue and become famous people after wining the contest in the magazine.
Not much to tell,at this stage I feel the bitter of life. Become the second latest in my class coz family issue.

Joint the flag troop for Province Troop. have a boy friend for the first time.
I really do not have any encouragement on study area,feel so sad and lazy to study.
Feel so alone and angry. no one understand me. feel abundance and neglected.

third grade still the same,boy friend move away for study. no one to turn too.
can't wait the college life and become an adult.

At this stage I think I need a confession that I'm mature enough to do my own way even though I do not know what should I do. Strange, isn't it? But I realize at my age now that high school girl really do not know what they have to do,they still need parents guidance, I will be noted this :) Coz at this stage child do a lot of mistakes and misjudgment :)

College
Choose the fastest major coz fail to be a doctor in Government University. Lost all the facility.have to used bus to go every where and experience lack of money. college days is not as sweet as I imagine before.
From popular girl to unpopular,quite shocking,I'm in the real world now.people wearing a mask,can't believe what they told you instantly :)
have a good friend here but still they not pure,they seeking what they can get from you,your popularity or cleverness or even worst,your money:) thank God I found some of a good friends who do not care about all of that at all :) I'm bless.

Suffer an broken heart coz boy friend cheat on me for another girl...I think this is an habit,just can't see it before :)
have another college in my second year of first college. Finish both of them and have a 2 degrees.
Ex-bf comeback,rejected him for several time but he can't except rejection so become a couple again.

Still can't figure out what's the meaning of true love and proper relationship.

Work Life
After finish my second college,working as a call center agent for Australian Co. and train in Brisbane for 3 months. Like a dream come true. Being abroad for free :) But still I feel empty inside :) Some colleagues attitudes shock me,the real people do the real thing,I thought it just happened in soap opera only....pfuih :/
Marriage arrangement have been prepare,my bf give me a headache,I need a two years postpone for my master degree but he did not gave me any choice. I thought I'll take my master after marriage as our agreement.

Still not ready for marriage actually :/

Marriage Life
New bride hope forever lasting happy marriage. have a beautiful child but still fought over small stuff during the time. both do not realize their position, duty, obligation and act like a child. family interfering make us worst,like two child hiding behind their parent back :) so funny guy act like a child and don't know where he would bring his little family. even more funny that he think wife & child as a burden and obstacle that prevent him to enjoy an happy and glamor life. What a sick person.

Widow Life
Everything end for good. All the tears,bad dreams,lack of sleeping hours pass me by. Try to heal my self and make the best of it. I'm what I'm, he can't ruin my life anymore, i'm too strong for him.

Maybe that's why people say "Woman Life began at 35" at this stage we realize our foolishness and what we seek in life.
Hope you do not make the same mistake as i'm friend, best of Luck to you all :)

by Ke2
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"Something Black"

Of all colors, Navy blue is the most favorite color for me. However, choosing black dress, shoes, and stuffs are often done by me. I just love to have somethíng black in my wardrobe... since I think they are simpler and classy..

But, but..there is something BUT about this black color.. which irritates me and uuurrggghh.... really pissing me off and happened several times; where I ended up in troubles.

Like today for example: It was a bit rainy, so I decided to wear something black, from head to toe, plus my little tiny black purse I got from Steve. Then I went to town and shopped with my friend, and as soon as we got into the tram on our way back, I realized that I didn't have my purse with me. There I saw my purse sit nicely on the bench where I sat. I cried and stopped the tram and then ran like hell to get my purse back.

In my mind; money, cards, phone and everything else will be gone in 60 seconds and that would leave me in trouble.
In my condition right now (pregnant), running fast isn't something I could or perhaps should do, but I did it anyway. Luckily the purse stay put, but I alsmost fainted and couldn't breathe, and I did feel my stomach hurt..
Silly me =(

Though I like Black, I could say Black just doesn't seem to work for me. I have the tendency of loosing or forgetting it somewhere. It doesn't matter if it is big or small, I will (almost) always forget "something black" behind me!!

If I want to say something funny here, maybe that is why I married David, coz he is sooo "White" haha.. so I would not left him behind and went home without him hihihih....

by lanny